prayin prayin prayin about my decision for ecuador. 

i can feel my heart leaning towards yes but a big block of fear and doubt is standing in the way. what if God doesn’t provide? i know that God provides and that He’s so good. how can i not trust Him with this? after all, it’s GOD i’m talking about here. what is wrong with me? it’s a constant struggle between my flesh & spirit ):. my spirit screams out “YES, LET’S DO THIS. if God is on my side, who can be against me?”. my flesh whines and complains “it’s not worth the discomfort. going to guatemala last summer was enough. how are you going to get the money?”.

dang man, God is so good to me, how can i let fear stand in my way?

yep, this is what has been on my mind lately. prayers please (especially for confirmation and that i’m doing this by the Spirit’s leading) (:. thank you!